balloon disease

i ain't seen her for some weeks
by the time i get some kind of nervousness now
for that it was my intension her to ask
if she would marry me
for instance partly

what i think of her is that she is the one
yes i know before there hasn't been none
who had known this from the start
but i'm quite sure of this
'cause i can't think of anything else.

when we talk she is neither surprised
nor does she seem as if she would despise 
the feelings i got
but there are always things to be done
and if not then not 'cause i am a bum

as we phoned she said she was on her knees
aching bones and some of these
things that make you lie sick in bed
i think it was some kind of balloon disease.

(c) clark nova 2002