darling i think you don’t know me well

oh, darling, i think,
you don’t know me well
all you know
is my way out of hell

which i went once then upon a time
when i myself got along
i drank through the nights
and took all those drugs
and smoked 
much more than allowed


oh, darling, i think,
you did not get me right then
but i wished - and how i wished - 
i really really 
really would have been
the one you wanted me to be
that never misses
the times

once then upon a time
when i myself got along
i was ready to go
had six hands `stead a soul
and had love
with each creature below


..

once then upon a time
when i myself got along
i was ready to go
had six hands `stead a soul
and had love
with each creature below

oh, darling, oh, darling, 
i’m glad that we’re divorced
i was frightened of losing my touch
oh, darling, oh, darling, 
now that we are through 
you’re able, it’s fulfilled, to live my life
oh, darling, oh, darling, 
i don’t need no more proves 
i cannot kill you for living yours

© cn 2003